what should i do

When I let you go one step further, my eyes overflow with tears
When you walk away one step further, more tears are falling
As you move away to a place where I can’t reach you, even if I reach out my hand
I can’t catch you, I can only cry
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me, because I am only shouting in my heart
All day long I try to forget you, but I think of you again
All day long I try to say goodbye, but I think of you
Although you went to a place where I can’t hold you, even if my hand reaches out for you
I can’t find you, I can only cry
What should I do? What should I do? I can only see you
What should I do? What should I do? I love you only
I am sorry, I am sorry, can you hear me?
Please come back to me, if it’s not you, I can’t go on
What should I do? What should I do? I only have you
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving
What should I do? What should I do? You’re leaving me alone
I love you, I love you, I cry out to you
But you can’t hear me because I am only shouting in my heart

life is at a standstill

it has been never been like this
not quite sure of what i want
don’t know what more that i need to do,
feels like a soul devoid of life;
one moment my joy knew no bounds,
a new beginning is what i got,
a new meaning to a lonely existence,
i was happy;
as reality dawned on me,
i felt my happiness come crashing down,
all in one big thud, i wondered
if my luck was anything but bad;
i try to find a reason,
i try to find a cure,
i tried all that was possible,
but it feels as if my life has come to a standstill;
i don’t want to give up,
i don’t want to cave in so easily,
so i am desperately plotting my revenge
against a life that has become mundane;
(and take control of it once and for all
before i lose my sanity and question my very existence)

boring ''

assalamualaikum :D
hoho..today sgt boring larr
like b4 i told u,, cuti nieh mkin hri mkin bosn lorhh
lucky petg niehh aq kua g tgk wayg !!
harry potter !! i'm coming !!
smlm lai text me,, dy ajk aq kua mgu dpn..,but i feel shy larhh ( ngde2 btol aq niehh)
haha ! xdew larhh da nk msk 4 taon aq xjmpe kkwn aq se djh 6 lu auuw
aq segn larhh t nk ckp pew nan dowg sume..,,
lao lai nan aq jeww yg kua aq ok larr
p lao dy ajk iffah sume adoii aq xmaww larhh huhu
yes i know kte owg bez fwen mse djh 6..,,but yg pling apat nan aq lai sowg jeww larhh
dy jew sllu cntact nan aq..,yg leyn mne ad
adoii mcm2 larhh
2 larr reunion taon2 lpas xmaw peg kan da ssah hesh
okay fine !! taon niehh reunion aq peg
but lao dowg bwat at umah cgu2 aq xmaww peg larhh
mlz aq..,,p yg reunion at jj ue mang aq n zulaikha nk peg hoho
mmilh kte owg niehh..,yelarr mlz larr peg 1 umah bpew pyer amai lam ue
agaga.., :p
ha i miss mse2 dlu time kua nan zue,nissa n shikin
adoii..,,mcm2 momories larr
lao tringt blekk huaa rndunyerr mse2 dlu
seyez aq ckp ,, fom3 is the bez moment in smksa !!!
nothng can change that,,
ooh i miss fom 3 larhh,, |2009|
byk nyerr kngn aq wif 3 kng,, wif that person  ;) ,, hoho
lao aq dberi plhn tok putrkn blek mse aq nk plih taon 2009 larhh
knpem pyerr..,,pokoknyerr xdew pyesalan larhh nanti hehehe
ok larr smpai cni jeww,,..
salaam | namaste hohoo
assalamualaikum ;)